I live in Ohio, the Mega lottery for this week exceeded records, it was worth two hundred, ninety million dollars. Could you imagins that? Oh what I would do. I know one thing, yes, bills, house, vehicles, vacaations, investments, and so on, would be a factor ( i worry about the details). but I would find a way to take care of people that otherwise are not. Without getting into the governement scope of things. If I lost money, oh well. I would GIVE, without giving to the government. But besid...

"To seve and protect". A saying we all know well. One in which is written on the side of police cars, and used as a motto for our government agencies, but it has no real truth behind it at present. In 1776, this nation started electing presidents, the man that would make all the decisions based on the "good of the people", Men would gather, coming up with ideas, agree upon them anf put them to the test. It was decided that this country needed a man that would oversee the needs of the me...

Well, we are all moved in. Still unpacking and decorating & all the fun stuff. I am finaly enjoying every minute of being in our own home. I still have all those annoying little details of life knawing at me, but, something has triggered an inner peace again that has been long in coming. I am still thrieving for those personal charecteristics that I need back, but those will come in time. As for the meantime, forget complaining, worrying, doubting, shame, anger, blah, blah blah...I have acco...

As I have sat here typing away trying to put my thoughts into words, continuously doing one thing or another to sabotage & loose everything I have written, not once, but three times, it occured to me that I have never really introduced myself. Not that anyone is really all that interested who is behind this particular blog. I am not feeling well right now and I think I have triggered that one cell I have been using into sleep mode, so for the moment I have a way that I can introduce myself. I...

I think it is time that I break down! I do not think that I have another moment left in me to be able to put on this bullshit front anymore! So much for things becoming brighter, a little easier, or even remotly close to the way things should be. I recieved a call from the man that was going to rent me the place today. He informed me that becouse it will take 6 weeks for the PRC (will explain this later) he is going to give me the check he does have from me back and he is going to rent ...

I GOT A HOME!!!!!!!!!! I signed the papers for a rental lease on Saturday and when I come up with all of the money I can get the key. Yes there is going to be a hard way to go to figure out where the money is going to come from to get in, get everything out of storage and there and get the utlilities taken care of...but....WE GOT A HOME!!!!!!!!! YIPPPEEEEE!!!!! YAAHOOOOO!!!!! FANFREAKINTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!! HALLALULIA!!!!!!!!!! I want to stand on a mountain top and scream....I DID IT. ...

I am an entity of nothingness. I am everything I am. I am a light. I am darkness. I am a shell containing all the ingredients needed to survive. I am a survivor. I am a failure. I can teach. I can learn. I know nothing. I know everything I need to know. I have hope. I give hope.. I have lost faith. I need faith. I am strong. I am weak. I have given life. I have maintained life. I have twisted my life up. I have relinqueshed all hope that I will become any better at a...

In doing a little research, I have come to a rather humorous conclusion/answer. What if everyone just “wrote in” a candidate? It seems, America is tossed on who to vote for, because neither opponent is who America wants in office. It has become very clear that when it comes down to it, we are just settling? For the most part, we are in a position where we have no alternatives other then getting what we get, or is there? Come this November, what if everyone made a stand and voted f...

Ok, confusion and paranoia has set the old brain gears in motion. I have reviewed my articles and those that belong to others that I have replied to, and for some strange reason, no one really cares to hear what I have to say. If you look at the ones where I have replied, it seems as though I have just killed someone else’s blog. My reply will be the last one. In mine, I guess I must face that, either, I am uninteresting, a bad writer, I already know my spelling lacks lately, I guess that cou...

Due to the circulation of pictures of an inhumaine torture inflicted on Iranian POW's, America finds itself under the watchful eye of all other countries. In light of this, are we entering into a new phase of Americans fighting amoungst themselves? Will we be entertaining to watch? Is America squirming? With this controversy in the headlines America is forced to come to a speedy decision as to the punishment of their soldiers for their actions. Will the right decision be rendered or will...

If you take the time to go through all of the articles that others write before you start to tackle yours, you very often find that someone else has already said it! It meaning, what you have to say, what you are going through, where your emotion lay, and so on. I have even come across times when a reply will trigger anothers article and others will run with it from there. Isen't it amazing how so many people from so many differant lands, diverse cultures, areas, and worlds apart, are so in...

I can not bite my tongue on this one. I must refer to this article entitled, "Housekeeping" written by roboticpizza I have a question for you...why is your comment reply option disabled? Everyone has opinions and yes they are very entitled to them, but why attack without giving these "fickle" paople have a chance to show you otherwise? If indeed you are happy at another blogging community, why surface anywhere then there? Why don't you stick around, open up the lines for comunication and l...