Facing contradictions floating in my head.
I am an entity of nothingness.
I am everything I am.
I am a light.
I am darkness.
I am a shell containing all the ingredients needed to survive.
I am a survivor.
I am a failure.
I can teach.
I can learn.
I know nothing.
I know everything I need to know.
I have hope.
I give hope..
I have lost faith.
I need faith.
I am strong.
I am weak.
I have given life.
I have maintained life.
I have twisted my life up.
I have relinqueshed all hope that I will become any better at anything.
I have decided I will be the best at everything.
I am sick.
I am well.
I am happy.
I am sad.
I have friends.
I am alone.
I am less then what I set out to be.
I am all that I am going to be.
I am a contrdictory soul.
Nothing is what it seems.
Everything is the way it is.
It seems....I am no more or no less than what was ever destined to be claimed as my own.
I love.
I believe.....I think.
I'll go on.