Well, we are all moved in. Still unpacking and decorating & all the fun stuff. I am finaly enjoying every minute of being in our own home. I still have all those annoying little details of life knawing at me, but, something has triggered an inner peace again that has been long in coming. I am still thrieving for those personal charecteristics that I need back, but those will come in time. As for the meantime, forget complaining, worrying, doubting, shame, anger, blah, blah blah...I have accomplished alot in the greater scheme of things. I am gaining the inner strength back needed to carry out the many tasks in waiting. Things will & are getting better each moment & I will never again let life get the better of me. I will regain my armour & continue to beat all odds & again I will shine. The Me that I needed is on her way back & she will remove all negativity as she goes.
I am also happy to say that if all goes well, my pc will be up & I will be online on the 25th of this month.